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got an awesome early birthday present from my grandparents at the end of last month, a new laptop, and it is fucking awesome! way faster than my old computer. at first I was apprehensive about using windows 10 but I am getting used to it, and the graphics are so awesome! I just kept my old computer for storage, I still have stuff on there I don't want to lose. I'm still pretty glued to this thing though, I love it!!!

Everythings good

Got back from my doctors appt. a couple hours ago, all my blood work came back negative so that's a relief!! I was really fuckin' nervous! So, I don't have HIV, Hepatitis, or Mono, anything else! yay! the only thing that's a little fucked is my liver but we all know why that is. Anyway, I've managed to cut back tremendously. She gave me a referral to this therapist that works with people who are drug addicts and alcoholics, with medications. So I may make an appt. with him, I haven't decided yet. can at least call I suppose. I fell asleep in my glasses last night now they are slightly crooked, and it's driving me mad! But I think I'll take them in to get them fixed, sure be worth it. I'm just so relieved from my appt! I go back to see her in a month, and to see how my new medication is working out. I think when I see her again, I'll ask about why I'm always starving a few hours after eating a substantial meal. Maybe just high metabolism? My doc told me I could stand to gain a few pounds that made me laugh. I usually fluctuate between 131 and 135. well I am looking forward to Christmas! I got 3 things for mom I ordered, she will love them! Just waiting on the rest.

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well a couple of weeks before Thanksgiving my stomach started giving me troubles. I would eat and then immediately want to throw up what I ate, and had the most god awful, sharp stabbing pain in my stomach. That lasted on and off for a couple weeks, so I finally decided to see a doctor. I really like the one I saw, so I'm sticking to her. Anyway she examined me, drew some blood samples for some blood work, and later when she was pushing around on my abdomen, when she pushed down on my upper right side, I almost flew off the table it hurt so bad. She scheduled and ultrasound, for my entire abdomen, and prescribed me omeprazole or whatever it's called. A few days later (The appt. was at 8 in the morning) which I wasn't to keen on but fuck it I was the first one the guy saw. Anyway, he examined my abdomen, kidneys, everything. So I had to wait a couple days for my follow up with my doc. That was a bit nerve-wracking, waiting! So my doc came back and told me the results of my blood work and ultrasound. Turns out that I have a fatty liver, and that my liver enzymes are super high. She showed me the paper, and the maximum number that they should go to is like 40 or something and mine are in the 200 something range. Also I guess my white blood cell count is off the charts. So she said she wants to test me for HIV, all 3 types of hepatitis, mono, and a few other things that have to do with inflammation, but I can't remember the names of the tests. So now I'm waiting on those results, and time is going really fucking slow! I also got prescribed Lorazepam for my anxiety. I've only had about 3 drinks in 3 days which is tremendous for me. I still don't want to stop but at least I've cut back somewhat. I dunno the minute she said she wanted to test me for HIV I though "Oh fuck!" but I think she just wants to cover everything. So tomorrow I have an appt. with my counselor thankfully! I had to cancel the last 2 due to my stomach troubles. Thankfully what my doc prescribed me for my stomach has been working wonders and I can eat normally again, as long as I keep taking my pills! It's nice not to be so damn sick all the time, although I still have the constant fatigue. I just can't wait till Thursday so I know what the hell is wrong!

Tomorrow we are having some guys come and clean the chimney upstairs, we removed the wood stove last week because it was so damn ugly and we never use it. So once they get rid of all the shit that is caked on the inside of the chimney my grandparents are going to have a glass wall thing put in to seal it off and we won't have as much cold air.

Sep. 26th, 2014

my fucking DVR is dying on me I think. The past few days it would make this weird buzzing sound like the fan inside it was trying to work overtime, and it wouldn't respond to my remote, so I unplugged it, then plugged it back in, then it worked for awhile. Then it happened again, so I did the same process but when it came back on it had this message saying the receiver had suffered from a hardware error and could not be fixed, call customer service. fucking great! So I did, and the lady was really nice, she had me press the red reset button on the front and it's going okay so far. But they are sending me a new receiver free of charge. And somehow, after I activate the new one, somehow they are going to restore all the programs and movies I had stored on there, which is nice. 3 years worth. My mom got results back from her CT Scan, and turns out she has a deviated septum, and arthritis in her neck. Her sinuses have been really bugging her lately. There is some specialist in spokane she may see, I'm not sure what her plan is there.

Your result for The What is Your Spirit Animal Test...

The Bat

Here's your results! Your spirit animal has a Nobility ranking of 9 out of 18.

Your spirit animal is the bat. They are remakable creatures that guide themselves through the night using sonar. They are a fairly common spirit animal, but are neither exceptional nor despisable in regards to nobility. Being nocturnal, they have not really "seen the light", and there is much they are still unaware of, but they have their own special way of navigating the world, which though unconventional, works just fine.

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Your result for The Golden Compass Daemon Test...

Independent Soul.

You are calm and logical, but not unemotional. You are an introvert, at heart, preferring to read alone than be subjected to the crush and noise of a big party or bar. You have a few friends and family, whose presence you welcome - to a point. Even they can wear on your nerves eventually, and you need to retreat back into your personal space for a while so you can recharge. Your energy comes in bursts, after which you need a long nap or a couple of evenings at home to recuperate.

You are comfortable with yourself, and reasonably confident. You want the friendship and goodwill of others, but you are not willing to sacrifice your principles in order to get it. If your close friends need something that you can provide, however, you will be the first to offer it.

You are a good and sympathetic listener, and are aware of your friend's emotional states. With your very close friends, you will open up, but rarely - you don't like to burden people with your problems. At the same time, though, you are honest and are not willing to alter the truth for the sake of convenience. Among strangers you are reserved, and may resort to making jokes to disguise your true feelings.

While you are not afraid of conflict, you do not seek it, either. When you are hurt or insulted, you feel that you have a choice to make. You can choose to take the up on it and defend yourself, or you can let it pass. Your decision may depend on how well you know the person, how personally you take the insult, or simply what mood you are in that day. Your friends may not always know how you are going to react, for that reason. Whatever you reaction, though, you will be logical, rational and unnervingly accurate: a measured strike.

Your daemon's form would represent your calm, introverted nature, your cool logic, and your impatience with crowds of people. He or she would probably whisper ironic comments in your ear, give logical advice and try to hide his or her soft side from everyone, even you.

Suggested forms:
Peregrine Falcon, Snowy Owl, Snow Leopard, Siberian Tiger, Osprey.

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I'm a Madagascan Burrowing Frog!

Found in the dry, hilly regions of south central Madagascar, these amazing frogs escape the searing heat and dry winds of the region by burrowing into the ground for the duration of the dry season. Very shy by nature, when threatened, these frogs inflate themselves and will not hesitate to charge their assailants. These frogs can be very gluttonous, devouring a wide variety of bugs, grubs and the like.

What kind of Frog are you?

Horns Up


1942-2010
One of the greatest people in heavy metal. I'll miss you.

R.I.P.




Peter Steele
1962-2010
who were you in a past life?
Name / Username 
hair color black
eye color orange
age of death 27
died hung
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Your result for The Which Holy Beast are You? Test...

Suzaku

You scored 7 Blue Dragon, 67 Red Phoenix, 20 White Tiger, and 7 Black Tortoise!


You are Suzaku the Red Phoenix. You live in good fortune. Suzaku protects the South, and corresponds to summer, life, the element fire, red, and knowledge. Suzaku appears in times of great change and fortune. The Phoenix is said to appear only when a time of peaceful and prosperity is about to begin, and leaves when the era is about to end. It is debated whether the Phoenix causes the changes. Suzaku is often paired with Seiryu. You are a lucky person; you are very intelligent and manage to get by even when most would not.


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Never rub another man's rhubarb


Your result for The SUPER VILLAIN Test...

The Joker

You're evil this much: ###%


You're a cool villain because you're very, very crazy, and you're proud to be very, very crazy. There's no prediction in your actions, it's just a convoluted mess up there. Taking over the world is not as big a priority nor is making money as much as killing a bunch of people, for fun. "Yer a real sonabitch, I'm glad yer dead!"


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Your result for The Which D & D Class am I Test...

Wizard

You scored 50 Holy, 67 Tactful, 57 Natural, and 55 Arcane!


Extremely tactful, extremely patient, kindof a bore, you are the wizard. Just because the picture looks like Gandalf don't be getting any ideas... there's no way you'd be drawing a sword in battle except perhaps to hand it to a fighter. You know everything about everything though, and you are a brilliant tactician. You are versitile and capable, though you aren't altogether that powerful or specialized (unless you are a specialist, but nevermind that). You may lack the force of character to ever dominate any situation, but you have the stamina of mind and character to achieve truly great things with magic. You are among the best choices of leaders, though you are often a bit uninspiring to those that don't know you well, and so you rarely end up as one. Oh, and you can be as indecisive as you are not-rash.


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Sep. 17th, 2009


Your result for The Mythological Profile Test...

Ki-lin

You scored 60% Esotericism, 30% Power, and 24% Malevolence!


A mythical being of Chinese mythology, comparable with the Western unicorn. Ki-lin personifies all that is good, pure, and peaceful. It lives in paradise and only visits the world at the birth of a wise philosopher. The unicorn, which can become one thousand years old, is portrayed as a deer with one horn, the tail of an ox, the hooves of a horse, and a body covered with the scales of a fish. It is one of the four Ling.


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Sep. 17th, 2009


Your result for The Director Who Films Your Life Test...

Roger Corman

Your film will be 47% romantic, 25% comedy, 48% complex plot, and a $ 29 million budget.


An action-complex tale about a complex character that is you. Corman was responsible for a very early Jack Nicholson film, 1963's The Terror (Francis Coppola was associate producer), filmed in three days! The actor who plays you will emote complexity like Jack ... maybe Christian Slater or Gwyneth Paltrow. Also, Roger filmed the original Little Shop of Horrors film -- which in the 1980s was the basis for a hit Broadway musical and another film. All his films were shot for mere thousands of dollars, sometimes completed within the week. Roger knows talent, and knows how to keep costs down with complex stories such as your life story. His versions of Edgar Allen Poe stories are considered classics (The Raven, The Pit and the Pendulum), and also directed Deathsport and Bloody Mama in the 1970s. Oh, yeah, man, this guy will make your film a cult classic!


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Apr. 18th, 2009

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High

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If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend youre cool...


Opening Credits:
A Black Moon Broods Over Lemuria-Bal-Sagoth


Waking Up:
Hellbent For Leather-Judas Priest



Fight Song:
Boulevard Black-Netherbird


Breaking Up:
Doctor Rock-Motorhead


Prom:
Orgasmatron-Motorhead


Life:
Deeply Disturbed-Infected Mushroom


Mental Breakdown:
Grave Ocean-Anthelion

Driving:
Escape-Metallica



Flashback:
Blood Orchid-Netherbird

Getting back together:
The Profits Of Doom-Type O Negative

Wedding:
Deaf Forever-Motorhead


Final Battle:
Creeping Death-Metallica

Death Scene:
Bela Lugosi's Dead-Bauhaus

Funeral Song:
Forever Mournful-Netherbird

End Credits:
Dead Again-Type O Negative

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Date
Pick a film from Shermer, Illinois
Your Zen for the day The whole fucking world is against us dude, I swear to God
You are this type of being Angel
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What kind of God are you?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You earthly time was spent Feeding millions with a few hot dog scraps
Your throne is fashioned from thorns and human femurs, surrounded by writhing, howling servants, with a footstool of souls on the sizzling shores of the Lake of Fire
You wear Golden, breathtaking robes, girded in the middle with silver chains
Your Godly superpower is Bolts of crackling lightning from your fingertips and total invincibility
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I Am A: Chaotic Good Human Ranger/Bard (1st/1st Level)


Ability Scores:

Strength-10

Dexterity-11

Constitution-12

Intelligence-8

Wisdom-15

Charisma-12


Alignment:
Chaotic Good A chaotic good character acts as his conscience directs him with little regard for what others expect of him. He makes his own way, but he's kind and benevolent. He believes in goodness and right but has little use for laws and regulations. He hates it when people try to intimidate others and tell them what to do. He follows his own moral compass, which, although good, may not agree with that of society. Chaotic good is the best alignment you can be because it combines a good heart with a free spirit. However, chaotic good can be a dangerous alignment because it disrupts the order of society and punishes those who do well for themselves.


Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.


Primary Class:
Rangers are skilled stalkers and hunters who make their home in the woods. Their martial skill is nearly the equal of the fighter, but they lack the latter's dedication to the craft of fighting. Instead, the ranger focuses his skills and training on a specific enemy a type of creature he bears a vengeful grudge against and hunts above all others. Rangers often accept the role of protector, aiding those who live in or travel through the woods. His skills allow him to move quietly and stick to the shadows, especially in natural settings, and he also has special knowledge of certain types of creatures. Finally, an experienced ranger has such a tie to nature that he can actually draw on natural power to cast divine spells, much as a druid does, and like a druid he is often accompanied by animal companions. A ranger's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.


Secondary Class:
Bards often serve as negotiators, messengers, scouts, and spies. They love to accompany heroes (and villains) to witness heroic (or villainous) deeds firsthand, since a bard who can tell a story from personal experience earns renown among his fellows. A bard casts arcane spells without any advance preparation, much like a sorcerer. Bards also share some specialized skills with rogues, and their knowledge of item lore is nearly unmatched. A high Charisma score allows a bard to cast high-level spells.


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